-I now have my degree in music (II:i), which I am very proud of, and have made some brilliant music friends/contacts in the process.
-I have a full driving licence, making life sooo much easier!
-Went on holiday with my Dad and brother to Turkey (
-And of course, that Ice Bucket Challenge!
My biggest change though, has been quite recent. I have been seeing two ladies at my doctors regarding my weight. This was after I had a bad run in with my doctor, who decides that every problem I have is because I am fat, and my boyfriend (who she has never met) is a feeder who "likes to keep his chubby girlfriend chubby".
Not very nice.
The girls who have been helping me, Chloe, and now Katie, have been the complete opposite- supportive, caring and give me good tips foodwise. They have made me keep a food diary, which I recommend to everyone, because you don't truly realise what you eat until you write it down!
After about 2 months(ish) I have lost 10 lbs, and feel so proud of myself!
I am quite nervous about my weigh in tomorrow though- went out to eat with the work girls last Friday, went away for the weekend, and had a takeaway this Friday, so not my healthiest, hopefully going back to Zumba after the summer break, with a fair amount of walking helped to combat that. Either way, I am starting to feel better with myself, and happier, and lucky to have my loved ones there supporting me every step of the way.
My next goal is to feel better about the seatbelt on a plane. It seems a bit of a strange goal to have, but I feel I really need to believe in myself more, and believe what the scales are telling me.
I had such a panic when I went away on holiday last time about the seatbelt fitting, I couldn't really properly get excited about the flight and the trip for worrying about the seatbelt.
My next trip away is to Berlin in December for the Christmas markets, and don't want to feel like that again. I'm enough of a worrywort as it is!
Also, I don't want to ruin my friends' trip with me harping on about the seatbelt of all things.
Hopefully we'll be too excited by the markets, and the Christmas atmosphere :D
Who wouldn't be excited to drink mulled wine/hot chocolate and go shopping???
So here goes..!
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