On Sunday, I had a seriously stressful situation to deal with.
What really struck a chord with me was how amazing my friends were throughout it all.
Without sounding arrogant, I always like to think of myself as strong. I don't like asking for help, because for me I don't like to burden people with my issues, when they have more than enough of their own. It was as if they knew what to do straight away. They knew me well enough to get others to leave me alone, to basically plan my day, and just give me a hug when I needed it most, but didn't necessarily want to ask for one.
Ever since I came back home, I have been feeling really lonely. Most of my close friends were/are in Canterbury, and coming home, I felt slightly isolated. I talk to Jaymie every day, which helps so much more than she knows, but I needed friends my age who are actually in Portsmouth.
I only just realised how much I care for the church lot, and what a plank I am for not realising I didn't need to look for close friends, I had them in the first place. Maybe it's because we don't have to ask each other for help, we just give it without thinking.
Whatever the reason is, I know they will be there, and I hope that they know I will always be there for them :)
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