Sunday, 1 January 2012

Why hello 2012!

I am so very happy to see in the new year. 2011 has been an interesting year, with for me some significant lows, but also positive movement in the right direction. I will remember that I started my weight loss in 2011. I will remember the fact that I rebuilt my friendship with a now very good friend of mine.
For me, the 31st of December was so refreshing, looking back at it. I didn't get the Lush job in the end. Looking at it now, I realised that it was probably a very good thing. I really loved working at lush, but it wouldn't of been the same, as I wouldn't of been with my closer friends. I think in a way if I kept the job, I think I would of got stuck in a rut. It wouldn't of been Lush's fault obviously.
I went to a family friend's party gathering for new years celebrations. It was really fun to not get drunk, to play quizzes and charades. In a way I feel that I am maturing into an adult, making my own decisions, and making a path for myself.
New years day at church was half full, (I think everyone was still recovering from the night before :P) but a nice short service, and a normal day.
When dad and I were travelling to asda, we heard on bbc radio solent about an astrologer on the show, helping us with our 2012 futures.
I always have been interested in astrology, but I sometimes don't always think it's right. I somehow got to the end of the show, (BBC iplayer radio solent) and she was saying things that were surprising me. Very spooky indeed, especially as she was mentioning insecurities that I never talk about with many people at all.
She was mentioning me in a relationship, and it has firstly given me hope that I will not always be alone. In a sense, I feel that I don't need any new years resolutions, I just need to trust myself.
Whether or not you trust/believe in astronomy, just trust yourself, and you will always get through whatever battles or troubles you have.
Happy new year guys! x


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