On Friday I was having a real wobble about my decision to have a gap year, and then go back into second year of Chichester university.
When I was talking to one of my good friends, Nina, and her telling me about how good Canterbury was that made me think. It was also the point when she said that people didn't actually hate me either, (which I always thought they did) that made me have a wobble.
The thought died the next day, but it also made me realise a couple of things. I could start to make peace with Canterbury and the atmosphere that was there. I could go back to Canterbury for visits, and I can pick and choose who I want to see when I am there, something I couldn't do when I was studying. I also realised that I cannot pick a university based on where my friends are.
Hopefully, this is a good sign of me growing up, and reminding myself of the good times I had in Canterbury, and distinguishing good memories and people, with good opportunities. x
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