I got my results for my resits today. I failed. The weird thing was that I wasn't upset about it, I was just fuming, and so angry!
It is so demoralising to have to say you are a failure. It is so hard to pick yourself up from it, however some of the best opportunities come from a difficult situation.
It has put many things into perspective in my life though. I should not take my education for granted. I can't sit on my arse and expect things to fall in my hands. I have to work hard for these things to happen.
Now I have a big decision ahead of me. Do I repeat third year straight away? This would mean finding a house at the last minute, being with certain people in third year that I detest.
OR defer a year, apply for both Chichester and Canterbury universities. This way I would have the opportunity to make a fresh start for my third year, to a university which is on my doorstep, but with the higher fees.
My friends will be getting an earful from me for the next two weeks! God will guide the way.
Wish me luck!
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